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2022.01.24 20:21 Cisseis I'm 24 and my life feels like its crumbling apart and I feel like I am being cornered slowly towards the thing that I actually don't want to do but feel like will have to eventually.
I'm 24, I'm in a long distance relationship, I've never had an actual job other than internships in my school years and recently I've finished my military service and got a "job" through my dad. I have graduated from college about 2 years ago now. I was lucky enough to meet my girlfriend right before my military service and around January 2021 we've started dating and about 1 month later I had to go to military and I would have no way of contacting my girlfriend during those 6 months unless I broke the rules of military and brought a phone in, which I eventually did around the 3rd month. But the problem is that I have promised my girlfriend before military that I would visit her right after I came back from military(She lives in an EU country, whilst I live in Turkey, which is economically fucked at the moment). But right as my military service was about to end, the country she lives in closed its borders to Turkey because of Covid-19. I basically broke the promise I gave her. I had no way of actually earning the money that would get me to her but I promised her nonetheless hoping my dad would help me out. I don't know if he actually would or not, but in the end I wasn't able to go because of Covid-19 anyway. So I had to apologize to my girlfriend and gave her another promise which I would visit her on her birthday on 28th of May, but I still have no money towards it whatsoever. Going back to the "job" that I got through dad, the money that I was earning was not going to be enough at all because of how fucked the economy is in the country and because I was an inexperienced "designer"(I am slowly feeling more and more ashamed to call myself that) I was earning very little. On top of all of that, this job that I was going to was wasting 4.5h of my life everyday on road, no car, public transport only. So I would only be left with 4 hours to myself awake in my own house, that is if I was pushing myself to my limits and only sleeping 5 hours a day. So as I kept going there for 2 months, my mental slowly deteriorated to the point where, both the fact that I wasn't sleeping enough and the fact that the boss was constantly putting pressure on me about things that I already told them that I couldn't do, kept on pushing me to the edge where at the end of it I just quit the job. Had huge fight with my family because I had gotten that job through my dad, so he was extremely angry when I quit, but slowly calmed down as I tried to convince my entire family about how I would go indie and make my own game instead because of the fact that games were the only things I enjoyed my entire life. So I started working on the game with my cousin but about a month later our passion just died out again and now he is about to get a job, I think he is fine and has no issues(at least thats what I'd like to think) but here I am sitting jobless and with a promise to keep that is closing in on me whilst my dad still has no idea about how I have actually gave up on the game and still thinks its going on and keeps asking when it will be finished and I keep saying that I don't know. Meanwhile my girlfriend isn't the most stable person and longs for me to just see her for the first time irl and there are times where she just breaks down completely and asks to break up and I try to convince her that I will somehow make it to her on her birthday. After the entire situation of going indie failed, I've started streaming myself a bit hoping that I could earn the income that way, playing a game I love and doing the thing I like, but my dad doesn't know about it and I don't know if it will work out at all considering the low views I get. Obviously my girlfriend knows how my stream is going too and she is of course also upset with it. So I am slowly feeling like there is no way out anymore and I am just slowly being pushed to that corner where, during our entire relationship I've pulled my girlfriend out of. Now I am going to that corner and feeling like its just inevitable. I keep having thoughts of talking to my parents, letting them know that I am really close to actually just doing it, but I just stop myself from doing it because I know it will just end up in a "Oh shut up please, don't be stupid" kind of way. I know if I tell them that, they will be sad, but they will still end up just calling me "stupid" for thinking of it. Not that it affects me anymore if they call me stupid, but just the fact that it will be floating in the air and get to nowhere, I don't feel like telling them at all.
As I am writing this, I've kind of had the worst night of my life I think, trying to stay strong for her, as she is looking at me, not knowing what I am writing because I won't tell her because I don't want her to break down again. I don't know what I want to happen as I write this, but I know that I really don't want to end my life.
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2022.01.24 20:21 fanarttrash All guinea pigs are gimmie pigs
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2022.01.24 20:21 DaTruestEva With tensions surrounding Russia/Ukraine & China/Taiwan, do you think this could potentially lead to WW3?
In the recent months, especially within the recent weeks, there’ve been increasingly growing tensions involving scenarios between Russian and Ukraine as well as China and Taiwan. With how things are moving, do you think it’s possible a form of World War 3 could erupt?
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2022.01.24 20:21 Munmun1314 Survey - putting content together for language class
Hello! I am currently trying to understand the pain points that language teachers are facing when putting together content for their classes. Hoping to connect with language teachers (either teaching at schools/universities or tutoring). Please leave a message if you are interested in helping me and I will message you! Thank you :)
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2022.01.24 20:21 boogie5va5 last chance to come submit-your-clips in the Discord Channel! get First place in the next "T0P 10 Milsim Moments" and choose from a selection of Steam Keys!
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2022.01.24 20:21 bartarton We'll try again in 2080.
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2022.01.24 20:21 Stilinski_sarcasm Referencing a cell's contents to use as reference in COLUMN() function doesn't work
Hello. I'm dynamically determining the address of a cell, and once found, determine which column that cell is in. By 'column', I mean the number, not the letter value. The formula I'm trying is:
The referenced cell contains the text form of a cells address, created using a calculation. I have tested the COLUMN function by manually entered the calculated value into the COLUMN formula instead of using CELL, and it gives me the correct info. However, if I put the CELL function into the COLUMN function, it gives the generic "There's a problem with this formula." error.
Here's my question: Does COLUMN() not work if a function is inside of it? Or does it need the result of that function to be in a specific format?
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2022.01.24 20:21 BorderlineQueen Funny times, really
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2022.01.24 20:21 Inevitable_Yak_3924 Got me a rule #1 after 4 months of owning my mini
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2022.01.24 20:21 hyperion_88 David Paulides and Missing 411
Are fellow Mandela Effect Scientists interested or aware of the work of researcher on missing people, David Paulides. In short, he researches inexplicable disappearances of people, for instance a group of hikers are in the woods, and the group turns around to talk to another member but mysteriously they have vanished all of a sudden. When the police get involved there is literally no trace of them, the sniffer dogs cannot pick up their trail.
He has numerous books and his own YouTube channel, I suggest people watch a few videos as it is very bizarre, and I believe it could be related to the Mandela Effect and the Simulation specifically.
He has recently noted the trend that people whom are of German descent and degrees in physics are extremely over-represented as victims, hence my reason for suggesting there could be a relation to the Simulation.
What are people’s thoughts on this phenomena?
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2022.01.24 20:21 Utrocello The nightmare is over 😮💨
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2022.01.24 20:21 CleverInnuendo If this was Balance, last week's episode would have been the start of the Petals to the Metal race. We'd be meeting Garryl this week.
The mines. A city being glassed. Introduced to a mysterious organization and becoming members. The entirety of Rockport, and now into the climax of another arc.
Woo-wee, I can't wait to see an entire graphic novel of the Infinite Clam story, eh guys? They're totally going to make a graphic novel out of this, right? It'll be interesting to see how they portray nebulous blobs, other than their chin fins or fish eyes, but I bet it'll translate real well.
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2022.01.24 20:21 Amberwllow I can't remember their faces
I'm trying to start learning more about Seventeen and watching some of their content, but the problem is I can't remember Mingyu, Dino, Jeonghan, and Wonwoo's faces. Is there any way for me to recognize them easier? (srry if this didn't make sense)
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2022.01.24 20:21 Nikkoas I got my septum pierced!
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2022.01.24 20:21 sleepingonstones Pick the next hiking trail I do
I’ve found a new passion for hiking. I’m somewhat inexperienced, and quite out of shape. I’ve already done a few that were easy, and all less than 2 miles the entire way.
My next ideal hike would be:
2022.01.24 20:21 AutoNewspaperAdmin [Local] - Police: Man shot, killed on Thornton Street in Revere | Globe
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2022.01.24 20:21 Alik013 characters making irrational decisions ..
I'm watching bsg for the first time ( i reached episode 8 of season 4 ) ..overall i like the show but there are thing that bothers me. Like characters making irrational decisions just to keep the plot moving ..lastest example is sharon shooting the rebel cylon leader infront of everyone , ( how would she even know it's the same six from her dream ? )
also i feel like they ruined alot of good characters
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2022.01.24 20:21 OBG_TFUE-KEVNIL0420 Street photography in GTA, 7 of 16
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2022.01.24 20:21 AutoNewspaperAdmin [Health] - Billionaire Mark Cuban launches online pharmacy aimed at lowering generic drug prices | NPR
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2022.01.24 20:21 Zombies768 Directors cut IW
Directors cut IW
Can anyone help me get directors cut for zombies?
I’m on PS4 and recently decided to download IW again in order to try to get directors cut. Haven’t played in a while and probably will be rusty but I’d love to do some of the EEs.
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2022.01.24 20:21 Fearless_Strategy_13 MBA needed to advance in your career ( MSc in E.E)
Would an MBA be a great of help to advance your career at some point? I studied at FHNW and for the moment I would like to practice as an engineer. In the future, I see myself becoming a team leader. Do I need to do an MBA for this?
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2022.01.24 20:21 Dependent_Progress_7 JOIN LINK IN COMMENTS FASTEST GROWING COMMUNITY
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2022.01.24 20:21 GardenVarietyAnxiety I•N•F•L•U•E•N•C•E•R•S
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2022.01.24 20:21 BrighterGreen Kerry warns about efforts to blunt climate change: 'We're in trouble'
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